I Can't But I Can Believe I Started This

Some of those close to me in life would not be surprised to find me finally creating a blog I think but at the same time I think it seems to be a little bit of an evidence to myself that I really haven't changed much over the years. I guess sometimes you just have to accept who you are and embrace it in a good degree. I've always enjoyed expressing my feelings in writing but have never been a great writer. That's never felt like a problem to me but I think it would always be nice to be able to express myself a little more fluently. Nonetheless I still can't help but express myself in this way some how. I have a much harder time trying to do that expression in person or simply in a verbal method and so this is what I resort to I guess.

Right now as a somewhat new college student and a man with goals of bringing together a family of my own eventually, I feel like I will definitely have some interesting experiences ahead of me. For the quickest update I'll say that I'm attending Brigham Young University in Provo, Utah and currently living in an apartment with 4 roommates, all great guys. I was recently broken from a dating relationship with a girl named Courtney, but the choice was mutual. Many of my long-time friends are very much scattered around and because of that I'm placed in a position of trying to find more and new ones that are a lot closer. That's not exactly an easy thing for me but I feel like I'm doing well so far. I am studying Neuroscience at the university and have a long way to go before I fulfill that goal.

My family is mostly all back in Washington except for a few who span across the U.S. I have a twin brother who hopefully will be joining me here at BYU in August which will make the experience here even more enjoyable I'm sure. I'm not exactly sure what all of my future plans are at the moment and I'm really feeling like I'm living life day by day. I'm not used to living that way but I guess I'm going to have to get used to it.

I guess that's me in a nut shell right now. Hopefully as this blog progresses plans will start to form in my life and I'll actually appear like I know what I'm doing. If not, then I guess that's life. At least something like this blog can be my way of releasing a lot of the inner thoughts in my mind. I think too much and can't help but get it out eventually. Considering I such at verbalizing my thoughts, here I am.